Thank you for sharing your heart here. It sounds as though, like me, God sometimes asks you to help process the pain of the world. We don't go looking for these sad stories, but when they are brought to our attention we know that we just have to let all the feelings flow through us, in service of Love.

You might enjoy reading the books of miracle healer Kathryn Kuhlman, who died in the 1970s. The faith she shares is truly contagious, and brings such comfort. They are all available as ebooks, I think--the most well-known is called God Can Do It Again.

Also, you might enjoy the writings of contemporary Irish mystic Lorna Byrne, who sees angels like we do people. She has also been called to help God in time of tragedy many times. Her first book is called Angels In My Hair. (She explains the title in the book :))

Many blessings to keep surrendering your Heart to Love.